Some Nonsense

For a long time, I have made no post. In fact, this post itself is an accident. I have been hooked up with exams for over a week now. But that is not the reason. I find myself doing many other activities though. But somehow, I found no enthu to blog.

Of late, I have been having serious trouble catching sleep. Thursady morning I went to bed at 2, didn't sleep till 3, and woke up again at 4.30. Ended up sleeping the whole of Thursday morning and afternoon, skippin lunch too. Similar thing happened on Friday morning. I got up at 4 and decided to do the craziest of things - take bath. A bath in winter at 4 in cold water! Finally weariness took over at 6 and slept till 7.45. I even went to the exam hall feeling sleepy. Thanks to the exam being a good one, I didn't doze off in the hall.

I sense that there is something wrong. My mind is not at peace. There is some sort of agitation at a subconscious level. I really don't know what has affected me, but I do know something has. There is always a constant stream of thoughts running in my mind, which doesn't allow me to sleep. A serious case of insomnia I suppose. Don't know what the docs have to say about this. This has affected the way I usually think. There is no clarity of thought, or perhaps even expression. Things seem fuzzy. In fact, I find it tiresome to think. This is very strange of me, because I am usually the kind of person whose mind never tires. It is so active that it probably compensates for the physical inactivity, and possibly is helping me keep my weight a constant. There is no other explanation for a near constant weight.

I guess I am finished with these ramblings.